Rudenia (2005)

1. Reptile Queen (show lyrics)

fucking hypocrites
we're much too far
oh our badly used innocence full of scars
yes, god, we mix it in everything, though it's just word
in dirty goddamn business known as 'love'

so take me down on that bed of blades babe
gimme the hurt to take this hurt away
- oh freeze me
and lay me down on that bed of blades babe
gimme the pain to make me feel
-nothing

my reptile queen
i know there's nothing wrong
less nothing's right
i watch my life passing me by
and still i hold on tight

so take me down on that bed of blades babe
gimme the hurt to take this hurt away
-just freeze me
just lay me down on that bed of blades babe
gimme the pain to make me feel
-nothing

my reptile queen
this cycle of life,
it makes me smile when i think
all the time you wonder why you die
and suddenly, you just die
don't ask, just die
oh my reptile queen

lay me down on that bed of blades babe
gimme the pain to make me feel
you make me feel, c'mon now
and lay me down on that bed of blades babe
gimme the hurt to make me feel nothing

last kiss of lies

2. Goddamn Dead (show lyrics)

sight not so nice,
for my tired eyes
a stare, freezing breath
deep winter in this room with you
dark clouds of fighting thoughts
final cut, a burst of fear:
'push it'
just get a grip man
c'mon push it
push it through, got to get through

goddamn dead, that's what we are
so tired & sorry
goddamn dead, that's what we are
so goddamn dead, me and you

just another cigarette
after hundreds alike
fire it up, babe
no need to get better anymore
guess we shared enough,
too much
so far no good
go on and push it
yeah, push it
push it really good
just push it through to another dead end
and learn it too

goddamn dead, that's what we are we are
so tired & sorry
goddamn dead, that's what we are
so goddamn dead, me and you

straight ahead
to another dead end

3. Be True (show lyrics)

what you can't leave behind
you must take along
carry that shit 'til the very end
tear your poor heart out once again and again oh

be true

what you can't leave behind
you must take along
to be a part of the game
you were born to play
hurting truth your only friend oh

no matter how high you get
be true
way down to the ground is always so short

what you can't leave behind
you must take along
to be a part of the game
you were born to play

answer the question you asked
to be a target to point
under the gaze that judges again and again and again

no matter how high you get
be true
this way down to the ground is always so short

4. Pain Indeed (show lyrics)

what you got ain't enough believe that
suffering from joy kicks away the love you once had
as you realize futility of your lousy existence
who pulls the trigger god knows
depends if you believe in fate or some things like that

when the judgment is done
there's no one to turn to

the pain you ordered is the pain you get
another fucked up soul laughing at the face of death

weaker and weaker day by day
selling yourself and buying everything between
and grief that crawls next to you
every time you lay your head
you wonder how long this all goes on
and how long your torn heart will last

when the judgment is done
there's no one to turn to

the pain you ordered is the pain you get
another fucked up soul laughing at the face of death

the pain you ordered is the pain you get
the price you pay was the price you bet
choose your path to find the reasons
don't mind the direction you walk
it'll take you to the start
anyway

when the judgment is done.

5. Play (show lyrics)

now, who's in charge,
who's the biggest the best
check out that smile on their faces

their feet on your chest
paradise in your eyes
get them all fuckin' dead, and it's yours
(mother told you so, ha.?)

spit on the big boy's face
c'mon now, hit the race
- wanna play?

it's not god, it's just you,
making all nightmares come true

more stupid it is, more stupid it gets
oh how hard it is to stand still and watch
much is not enough, just show what you got
devastation is more than deserved
(we're just so smart)

cut off disorder's wings,
shoot'em down, be the king
- wanna play

just money, no heart, we're through,
make all nightmares come true

don't give a shit
i don't give a shit
just don't give a shit anymore

tear their hearts out
- crush'em

just get out and play

6. Rudenia Blues (instr.)
7. Poor Bastard (show lyrics)

guess I'm done here
time to move ahead
hit the road before blood of ignorance flows
yeah, I bet it hurts
you're going down

poor bastard
getting closer day by day
a basic fact
poor bastard
you gonna die

I'm not quite sure what you expected from your life
and got no time to find it out now
seen it all and so many times
what you're ready to do to find your fuckin' peace of mind

yeah, I know it hurts
like truth always does

poor bastard
getting closer day by day
a basic fact
poor bastard
you gonna die

8. Crawl (show lyrics)

soldiers of failure
cursed are those
haunted by their past
beaten down by their mistakes

up and down they go
high and low 'til the end of their days

no place for the broken hearted
in this world so cold and cruel
there's nobody to pick you up when
you're on your knees
before what you've done
you crawl

soldier of failure
yeah I'm the one
slowly crucified by my sense of guilt
for the passion of life

no place for the broken hearted
in this world so cold and cruel
there's nobody to pick you up when
you're on your knees
before what you've done
you crawl

you
 CRAWL
  - you crawl
 CRAWL
  - we crawl
 CRAWL
  I crawl before what I have done

soldiers of failure aren't we all
ghosts of something that we used to be
still searching for the light
something we'll never find
something we've never even thought we'll find

no place for the broken hearted.

9. Let The Black Light Shine (show lyrics)

if you take an eye for an eye
you're not so sure
take another for more
and hit the score

aiming too low
snoring in a back row
wake up sweet beast inside
and let the black light shine

if you break a tooth for a tooth
that will be cured
remove the whole chin
and feel truly king

aiming too low
snoring in a back row
wake up sweet beast inside
and let the black light shine

10. Illusion (show lyrics)

wipe those tears away now
they're just a waste of time
get a grip for fucks sake
and believe me when I say

there's no way out
we're stuck

no peace - it's just illusion
no love - it's just illusion
illusion - life's just illusion
there is no reason,
it's your imagination playing tricks on you

I know what you're going through
seen that, been there so low
and even if I could kill your pain
I'm not so sure I would

after all

no peace - it's just illusion
no love - it's just illusion
illusion - life's just illusion
there is no reason,
it's your imagination playing tricks on you

11. If You Were Here (Kent-cover)

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